a wk more...

TunesNow: Eminem - Em Calls Paul (Skit) XD XD XD XD
IchibanTV: MTV Video Music Awards 2005 ..... it darn sucks...
VIP Pass: Ahh, HILARY DUFF has the good life. Even if she's not doing a single gig, she grazes the cover of EVERY teen magazine since 2002. Hey, look who's joining her! Now I cant get my eyes off JESSE MCCARTNEY in teh supamarket! Oh yes, that reminds me...
CelebRant: Jesse, I don't think you're completely original. In fact, I don't think you're even human. Remember when a MuchMusic VJ asked Hilary Duff is she's really a robot, cuz she multitasks so much, now I'm asking u! Cuz... are u really McCartney? Gahd, u're blond like Aaron Carter, sings like Aaron Carter (his recent record, not those rubbish 'Not 2 Young, Not 2 Old' raps), you're teh same age as Aaron Carter (1987), in fact, wtf, he's a complete clone! And girls are screaming over a copycat? *cough cough*
[alt]Egoz: Back2Sk00L Bluez...
Pleased/Pissed: that this post selfdestructed after the laptop went kachiong... (I cant trust Blogger any longer)

It's not what you're given in life, it's how you use it. You can even make the best cake from the worst ingredients.

- Ven Ajahn Brahmavamso

*Gawks at calendar* Time is certainly cruel... I'll be entering into Gr. 9 in Sept. 6, or as the jocks call it, "sophomore"... hmm, sounds geeky. Wait a minute, Gr. 9 is basically the Last Frontier of childhood! Ahh! My potentials are decreased! Meanwhile on the last week of teh holidays:

-Me Gearing Up to How 2 Really Use the PC Properly
-Me Inviting Some Friends Over Who In The End, Did Not Entertain the Notion Of Campin' Overnight @ the Last Minute
-Me Still Thinking Of How Things 'D Be More Impossible 2 Acheieve With The New Computer Restrictions (that comes in effect when i buy my new Media Centre PC... but after teh visits to the psychologist, most likely my dad's mind'd be untwined & untwisted from all those hideous assumptions of me made out of misunderstandings...)
and oh, I got this idea from my fellow bloggers who are the randomest peepz in the worl....

PIC TIME!!!

Caviar and smoked salmon plate, from teh First Class of Cathay Pacific. Courtesy of AirlineMeals.net, the site wit nothin' but pics of airline suppers 4 those who're plannin' to dine the best up in the air. The founder advises u to take:
- Qatar Airways
- Vietnam Airways
- Japan Airways
- Cathay Pacific Airways
- Singapore Airlines

...in order to get prenium quality food.

Complaining that Sonic is such a cheerful guy and has no skillz 2 be angsty? Well, here it is, specially rehearshed, cheoreographed and prepared. *shudders*
Disclaimer: No one was injured in the particular shot. And no, that's not Shadow.
.............. Ahh... this is my mom's famous Fast-Food Chicken... without even going to a fast food restuarant! What's teh secret batter? Cracker bits!!! Yum... She made it when we were in Singpore during late June... ahh, the milk there was sooooooo sweet! Obviously is Homo milk with vanilla esscense... XD

Back Again...

Title Link to: Sasamat Outdoor Camp
SoundsNow: The torturous breaking sounds of chives, compliments of hers truly, momma!
VIP Pass: I'm really considering to move to Blogdrive, I tell ya. Here, it's quite hard for one to personaliaze the appearance... which makes me green with envy for moi fello bloggers...
[alt]Egoz: p|r|o|c|r|a|s|i v.4

Oh finally back! For some apparent reason I couldn't blog till today.... argh, I'm a bloggerical disaster! =_=" (And imagine... this is the summer holidays! How in the world'll I be free when scandalous sk00l arrives @ moi doorstep?) The camp was sorta fun, which I was sorta dragged off to go. But it was *Insert your own childish comments Here* and I was kayaking throughtout the Sasamat Lake with my family, Josh and Richard. If I can find it, I will paste a photograph on this blog post of this event. (If no such photo was found (or no such event was taken place), I will paste a photograph of something else of more or less the same resemblance:

nice, eh? But not as sweet as this!
XD...This is my current desktop, which I now present acknowledgements to: Mozilla, for its faboulous-risen-from-the-ashes-of-Netscape-turned-into-a-browser-whose
-mascot-is-some-greenish-lizard-who-evolved-to-some-gigantic-red-T-Rex
-which-soon-later-didn't-care-about freaky-reptiles-&-had-pheonixes
(rechristened as a burning fox)-&-Zapdoses-to-be-the-browser/email-client
-&-itz-hot-cuz-u-can-change-its appearance-&-add-its-features-like-WMP!!! So..................F**k you, IE! DIEEEEEEEEE! *splats IE's chips & HTML tags to millions of pieces* And also an ackno@#$%^&* to Kongkeat Kuatrakull for his Noia 2.0 Xtreme theme. But maybe that ain't teh main feature of the deskie. Maybe it's the transparent hard-to-sees on the top which are MSN Messenger Plus! Contact Buttons, thanks to Messenger Plus! (not created by Microsoft), which enhances your favourite IM program 2 the max! Maybe... ok ok, you've guessed it. I'm using Windows XP Home Edition (still on my mom's laptop), which many dudes my age says its lousy and you should have WinXP Pro(fessional). In the long run, they're both the freakin' same! It's just the _Pro_ in Professional that attracts those know-nothing-bout-techy-stuff kids... and I am about to get a new Media Centre PC... and I decided to test-drive the new Energy Blue shell, and it's free distribution, thx to Microsoft NZ, along with a more vibrant Bliss bg, a NZ-themed Bliss bg, the NZ bg in winter, and the same NZ bg with cartoonish crowned corgis to celebrate the Queen's birthday some boulders & signs... and oh, the OS Info on the bottom-right, thx to Tweak UI, a PowerToy for XP. It basically tweaks your user interfrance, like which icon should go first on the desktop, the size of the thumbnails etc...

Ah well, see ya... till next time...

Moi ABCs! XD

Moe: Moe's Tavern.
Bart: Hello, I'm looking for Mr. Tudanzluht. First name Apourshey.
Moe: Just a sec. Hey, is Apourshey Tudanzluht here? I want Apourshey Tudanzluht now! Is there A Prostitute and Slut here?
(Customers laugh)
Moe: Wait a minute. There ain't Apourshey Tud... egad!...anzluht? Listen you cheeky lad, when I get my hands on you, I'm gonna pull out your eyeballs with a corkscrew!

A - Age you got your first kiss: Isn't it obvious it's da day u were born? Argh, I think I'm gettin' one from moi momma righ' now!
B - Band listening to right now: the Black Eyed Peas
C - Cookie Flavour You Luv: Argh........... 2 many!!! *eats assorted ones @ an alarming rate*
D - Doing @ the moment: Downloadin' WMP skins.... wow.....
E - Egg You Last Ate: Tomato Omelette
F - Favourite bands @ the moment: The Backstreet Boys, Green Day, Simple Plan, The Black Eyed Peas
G - Gummy bears or gummy worms: Gummy worms
H - Hedgehog or Echidna: Whichever that fits the inner soul...
I - Instruments: Creativity machine, MusicMixer v5, & my ... Graphic Equalizer?
K - Kids: My cousins in HK
L - Last person u were angry at: Nobody!!!
M - Madly In Love With Which Color: Red!!!
N - Nicknames: Jw21, Juzio Nux, Joshua, Jia Se Tun, Jia Tin Lai, Knuxster, JockyGeek, GeekyJock
O - One wish: For my problems to shoo to..... sum1 else.... no that's bad... *stabs himself*
P - Phobia[s]: Fear itself, headaches, porn, scraping actions & sounds
Q - Quote that Describes U da Best: "God!...."
R - Reason to live: Incomplete Pirioties and Unfinished Great Things
S - Song you sang last: Incomplete by the Backstreet Boys
T - Time you woke up today: 6am, 7am, 8:30, 9am, 10:30am :XD:
U - Unknown fact about me: I always keep making colour and sound schemes on the Display/Sound properties on my Win98
V - Vegetable you hate: SPINACH! :pukes:
W - Worst habit(s): Biting moi nailz...
X - X-rays you've had: 3!
Y - Yummy food: Fajitaz & Ramenz... Mmmm... Trendy
Z - Zodiac sign: Chinese-Goat, Western-Pisces

YEAH! FINALLY!

TunesNow: Kelly Rowland - Stole
VIP Pass: I'm considering moving my blogs to Blogdrive... this place is too freakin' troublesome
[alt]Egoz: Nighttime Smash!
Pleased/Pissed: that I've done two things wonderful!

Yay! Two things finished today. Firstly, today ended the 13-day challenge I've taken to sleep early (10:15pm-10:35pm) as I've never, since 6, slept early for more than 3 days in a row. And since I've been having the headache since last year at late October, I thought it'll be nice to have a sleep early and see what happens! Well I got like better awakeness and also less headache! The other thing is that for years I didn't know how to play badminton. Yes, imagine that, in a badminton-filled country like Singapore! Since it waz so longm I guess I missed some PE lessons in Primary 1! Anyway, I think kids are better off learning things from moms, not dads, because look out, all that embarrassment and shame is gone! This kid can play badminton!...
(Sorry if my blogreportin' is quite boring, cuz I haven't been here so long, need to get used to da lingo!)
... anyway, I'll be gone for the weekend for some family outing to Sasamat Outdoor Cap to catch a beaver and UE(*WT*&WRYFAHSIU$(*DNN bye...

Stressed Soccer Players? Now I've Heard It All!

Read This First!

Well, I don't think they have much to complain. But I think it's mostly because of trying to reach the top. That is not the exception for Mr. Beckham here, who seems to even sicken his wife by being over-sociable...

IWATB2: Restriction

TunesNow: Overprotected (The Darkchild Remix) - Britney Spears
Watching: WMP Visualization: ColorCubes-Sheer Delight

Remember just hours ago, with the pressure and feelings of unfairness in my head, I typed out the blog post: In Worse Adversity Than Before? Just an hour ago, during dinner, after tellin' my dad that we found a data recovery expert that can get the data out of my broken PC (which are vital, as they contain a portion of the Sonic fanart for judging in the now-shelved "Sonic Fanart Awards", info, etc. he decided to use the chance to do the thing which I've prevented for so long by being disciplined, unaddicted to the computer, use the PC as a proper tool, etc. etc. still, he laid RESTRICTIONS on my new PC tower which I'm gonna buy soon, like setting a password, only can use when he's around, schoolwork do at school (which is possibly not an option, as there's never enough time...) and all my effort down to the f***ing drain! *mentally trashes Dad's iPod to to the wall*

Anyway, things on teh blogs are gonna be VERY SLOW round here........

In Worse Adversity than Before

TunesNow: Linkin Park - In The End
IchibanTV: Saturday Night Live - Johnny Knoxville/System of A Down
VIP Pass:
[alt]Egoz:

*sigh* I feel as perhaps every trouble is gaining up on me. Maybe that sign is best displayed by the constant absences in the blogs, or my dreams which I've thought would become so real at the end of Spring Break get postponed or just mutated to burden.

As you all know, I had constant headaches in October last yr till now, although there were already troubles before, since when I came to this western land more than two years before. Although this is no one's fault, but just a pile of circumstances and choices that people choose or made it happen, since then, what I thought was dead was reborn again. I admit I'm the kind of person who can't stand misunderstanding, but misunderstanding for SO LONG? It'd take more than just a simple story to tell my tale, overshadowed by the 3 M's: misunderstanding, miscommunication and misconception. Anyway, back to the headaches. As you know, I've seen plenty of doctors since, ranging from the simplest clinic GP to the most advanced hospital psychiatrist. Though they all tried their best to help, there was one which I feel upset even to think about it. Since I actually am a very well-sensed person, I won't even think about calling the psychiatrist at the Vancouver Children's Hospital rude names, because it does no good but cause worse trouble around here. But if I weren't that well-sensed, I'd actually express my frustration and pain by saying he betrayed me by not helping a single thing on my headaches or my bowel problems but instead went around and he sorta betrayed me and then said I needed to go to social programs, courses, day camps, and... I mean, does that cure pain in the head? I knew very well that me and the psychiatrist has had a misunderstanding, which is already very fatal, cuz my dad's mind is actually loaded with assumptions-turned-into-misconceptions-turned-into-a-very-bad-impression-about-me-which-creates-extreme-irony. And since the psychiatrist was influenced with my dad's words, it caused worse trouble, and most unfortunately of all, the trouble is all on me! Even now, my dad doesn't even know I'm typing a blog! THE WHOLE WHILE, HE THOUGHT I WAS PLAYING GAMES!!!!! THE WHOLE FREAKIN' WORLD IS ALREADY PLAYING GAMES WITH ME!!!

That, would be what I'd have typed, if I didn't have well-sense.

Anyway, after I came back from Singapore (which I had seen a Chinese doctor which FINALLY, yes FINALLY, helped me and I finally felt progress. He said it was the back and the neck, where the muscles are strained up due to tension and stress and pressure. During the short amount of time, he did massage therapy and gave me ground medicine, which did relief my bowel problems a lot.), I had started being "devoted" to Chinese medicine, as only progress lies in this sector. As advised by the social worker (which, and I see a lot of hope in it, I managed to agree with him that our family conflicts which has lasted for two unbearably long years...), I saw a psychologist, which I expressed all of what happened. Just when things are about to come to light, I've been informed of my 'inner child' (after several listening/drawing tests, which unfortunately are not that accurate as during the listening test, it was hard to capture the ringing sounds as ppl were walking by and chatting, and I didn't draw that precise in the latter.) was almost completely the opposite of me, and others which I listened attentively just in case.

Examples of irony in the household are: Showing lots of expression and enthuaism to ur mother about attending in youth day camps and yet still, she cried and said like... You need help... You need to cooperate.. I know this is not good, but... hey wait a mintue, I DID express entuaism!

Somehow, this sorta concludes what I experienced during the times where blog activity was not that much. I cannot even be involved in my online dreams even in the summer holidays. Who knows how am I gonna do it, now that summer is once again, trailing away? *shakes head and looks at the wind*